Since when did birthdays suck major butt??

So its only about 18 minutes to my birthday and I'm not going to lie, I'm kind of dreading it. Birthdays used to be so fun when you were younger. BUT SINCE WHEN AM I OLD?? Everyone in the neighborhood would know it was your birthday 2 weeks before the actual day. Everyone was super stoked and you handed out birthday invitations to all your close friends. When everyone came over you got lots of gifts, played pin the tail on the donkey, ate cake, etc. It was so fun and memorable. These past couple of years have just been like any other day. Mind you I don't think that i need a huge birthday celebration since I'm older and don't have all my neighborhood friends, but hell you could at least get your close friends together and have a little party.

I guess I'm just frustrated that all my friends are busy with work and their own lives these days but it makes you feel bad when you have these false expectations for your birthday. You always hope someone is going to throw you a surprise birthday party, or have everyone planning on getting together to celebrate. But these days its not like that. Oh well. All in all at least I have my family who will take my out to dinner and give me something to look forward to, and at least I have a boyfriend I can count on and the girls night on thursday. But its times like these that you learn who I'm trying to grown in my own really cares about you and who is only nice to you when it benefits them.  :) Happy birthday to me! Growing a little more every year.